One good thing about my shit memory is that I just need to remove the root of my feelings from my life and will soon forget the details of the sweet moments that caused them in the first place. In retrospect, this is likely why I've rarely gotten to a point of feeling love toward others and tend to get over *most* experiences and people so successfully and easily. Out of sight, out of my heart. My empathy rarely allows me to stop caring for people, but my memory (or lack thereof) both softens the blow of any trauma they might have caused me and fades the emotions that might cause me to feel lasting attachment to anyone in particular. I suppose this is also why I'm virtually incapable of holding a grudge.
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